Shadows on the Hillside/Hospital Meditation

Snow cover outside my bedroom window over Brenner Cascade

 The Waterfall


He fell beneath a waterfall of laughter

handrails had been advised

but still he listened only

to the lullaby of lies



He needed the warmth of the human heart

for his had fallen away

His love had been a radiant smile

as large as his personal Chesapeake Bay



Loud laughter stood like a well

blocking heath of truth and heart

His world seemed a scary place

as it rapidly, raw and rotten, fell apart



His sky is filled with the gray of doubt

though he knew it once was blue

flashed with azure and golden hope

with a map, sweet map, of a holy route



To bring to the world he sought

his gift a return of love so kind

that held him in a primal warmth

that holding coddle of mother born



And not the waterfall he faced

filled with tears of loss

heartbeat asunder with fear of thunder

frightened laughter filled with hope



Poem written while in Hospital 3 Jan 2024 ©j.m.frase-white




 

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